Fight the good fight!

Hi everyone,

I just wanted to say that I have had such a difficult time moving ahead with the curriculum. Twice now within the past month or so, I have come very close to posting to the Yahoo group to ask for some encouragement to stay with what God has told me to do. I knew it would be hard to stick it through, but boy...it's really been a struggle. That's how you know I really am on the right track! I have had some HUGE attacks (I believe have been from the enemy) where I was so distressed and thought I needed to go back to what I was doing - despite the fact that things have been SO much better since I began (with regard to relationship with family & God).
I want to just encourage those who may just be beginning with SOW to keep going, even when it seems hard. Each time I began to freeze up and feel like I wasn't doing what I should, I just began praying fervently for God's peace and guidance. He is SO faithful! I am very thankful that I have made my list of WHY I am SOWing, so that I can reference it when I start freaking out.
Maybe you think I am strange, but this has been a battle. I am actually struggling in the same spot that I stopped the first go round in 2005. (kind of interesting, eh?)

Anyway, be encouraged. If God has called you to SOW - then...SOW! :0)

Thanks for being there everyone!!
~Mercy